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About Me Member Deviant of Many Talents MariaLolitaFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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Don't think about all the things you fear

Mon Nov 24, 2008, 9:05 PM
  • Mood: Nervous
  • Listening to: 23 by Blonde Redhead
  • Reading: Scar Tissue by Anthony Kiedis with Larry Sloman
  • Watching: Inuyasha
  • Playing: guitar
  • Eating: barbie cereal
  • Drinking: rootbeer float
Yous a mess.
FUCKKKKKK.
Life is a weird dream..but what the fuck is a DREAM?

I am floating on an ocean looking at the sunset..no one exists but me..just me. Nothing to worry about..i don't eat, sleep, talk, or anything. Just relax and lay on the water i don't worry about drowning because dying doesn't exist. Boredom doesn't exist. Pointless? no. Simply because, I have a mind and in my mind theres a world that only exists in my head..in it..theres a little girl much smaller than most of who live in her world, she resembles a fairy. Shes a kid. Shes living a strange life, she thinks shes going crazy, she cries, she laughs. What's wrong with her? I'll tell you what..shes slowly realizing shes just a figment. Yeah, a figment. She tells the others but no one believes her..is she wrong? She doesn't know..she doesn't know whats real anymore.
Shes not REAL. What's real? Its just a word.
But I..I'm still floating on an ocean looking at the sunset. My mind wanders. It's slowly wandering off to a place the little girl wants to be in, a perfect place. But where?
Heaven.

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Hi i see trees..and some grass. I don't know where we are. My mom dresses like a wrestler. She wears shirts that say she only drinks beer on days that end in 'Y'. I'm super tiny and I'm 17. I have a fat friend named Buggy sometimes she sends me texts while shes in the bathroom. I'm always both happy and sad at all times. My brother Caesar Salad wants to be horsed up in a little barrel. I'm so innocent. My daddy says I'm the little pieces of bread in a salad. I'm saving up my Taco Shop receipts to cover up my guitar with. My oldest Brother Moe lives in the 303 and has a gas problem. I've got Aztec in my blood therefore we're all gonna die in 2012. I'm a singer for the Medical Christmas. I go to Catholic School. I'm a kandi kid. I have a squirrel dog named Boots. And a bird named Bird 1. Theres a demon forming on my door, a Jesus forming on my closet.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Kansas
  • Interests: Singing, Guitar, Drawing, Make-up, Fashion
  • Favourite movie: Rocky horror picture show
  • Favourite band or musician: Yeah Yeah Yeahs
  • Favourite genre of music: anything i can dancee to!
  • Favourite style of art: surreal paintings
  • Favourite game: This one Beavis & Butthead game i have for N64
  • Favourite cartoon character: Trent Lane
  • Personal Quote: Sometimes you have to smile to make other people smile.

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:iconpandablues:
thank you for the fave hon

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We say we love flowers, yet we pick them... We say we love trees, yet we cut them down... And some people still wonder why they are afraid when they are told they are loved...
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:iconeyeofrae:
Thanks so much for the :+fav: on 'Carousel Claire' much appreciated :D
:icongemmaz:
Thanks for the fave on Lollipop Love. :D

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:iconrkindustries:
Thank you for placing 'Ecstasy' into your favorites.

:: licks ::

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:iconbuttaflyprincess:
Heyy! I didnt know you made a DA! Thats AWESOME!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!

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The glue for my heart was there all along I just had to open my eyes and find the love within his! <3
:iconmarialolita:
Yes ma'am! =]
i love you too & thanks for the favs!!!!
:iconmarialolita:
Hello my dearest friend Elise the 13 lined squirrel![link]
Llama
:iconworldofmyown:
why hello there snake!
:iconspacedoll:
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
this is good.


dude when we start taking band pictures/making ablum cover art/ anything else art-band related, we should put our stuff on a dA account.

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